I see our commercials, “oh whoa oh oh…evacuate the dancefloor…oh whoa ooh ooh…doo doo doo doo doo…oh oh ooooh oh…blah blah this thing is killing me….I hear the music and I’m making up this part cuz’ I don’t know” and it makes me feel so deep. I wiggle and squirm within my own skin to understand the connection it brings me to. It brings me to you. It brings me deep within our relationship, our happiness, our love. The feeling overwhelms me and it constantly brings me to contact you, therefore I am using writing as an outlet to express these emotions. The overwhelming feelings were numb and blind to us, yet when we are separated, they grow in force like a storm with no end.

I wish I could have you here at all times. I wish we could be together non-stop. I just know that we have had that and it has made me love. This time apart will be good. This time apart will be sad. When I think of you I become so glad. We both have some work, we both have some time, hopefully the space continuum we share will continue to shine.

 With these thoughts I leave you tonight. I can’t wait to see you, you’re my hearts delight. A piece of you became a part of me. Without you I feel all the world that I feign. If only I could have you on demand. 

My Beat Boxing Skillz

Radial designs and inconspicuous transparencies learned to walk side by side, the fifth night the eclipse shone bright. It was a momentous occasion with wild repercussions that were heard around the world. This celebration was not to be handled lightly. Important guests showed up every other half hour. Between the V.I.P. clients, regular day to day gentleman and women alike arrived. It was like cruising in a cloud on Rt. 9, running sideways in a pile of mud on a rainy day in a field of dreamy flora. I didn’t quite know what to expect. How was one to make something of this associative process? The light did not shine that day. It was blocked by the arm of ignorance. As the storm progressed, the lights flickered, and in order to become stable once again, a sacrifice was to be made. The captain made an announcement. The music stopped. “Attention all passengers. Please evacuate ship.” The crowd went wild. People stirred in madness. Waves crashed. The valiant knights rose to the occasion, uniting as a fraternal order. Tormented by Gaea’s wrath, there was silence. Everything was nothing. Nothing became everything. Existence ceased to exist. Reality unraveled itself. Is this real? I can not answer that. I am a creation of my own mind. Blind? I only wish to know.